Recently...

Wow, ok. I literally just got home from my last final of high school. I am officially done. This is bizarre and even though I know I complained constantly about school and stress and tests and papers and presentations (I complained a lot), I can't help but feel sad. It's honestly a weird feeling because I am so incredibly excited for everything that is still coming up, but a massive part of my life is now over. I don't mean to be overly dramatic, our school does internships for the next 6 weeks, and I  Prom, graduation, and tons of crazy nights with friends to still look forward to, but this is the first time it has really hit me that everything is ending and everything is changing. This was past week was the last time I'll be in one building walking from class to class, the last time I'll ever take a gym or french class, and one of the last times I'll be with all my friends in one place. So am I wishing for more time? I don't really know. Maybe. I'm not here trying to bring down the mood or make everyone sad, I'm just conflicted and want to remind everyone, whether you're a senior or not, to embrace every moment of high school or college or wherever you are in your life. It flies by. And one day, you might wish you hadn't willed it all away.

So, this is where I've been recently. I know I haven't been as active on the blog or on instagram as I would like to, but I've been crazy busy and I'm trying not to miss out on anything. I'm really sorry if this came across as v sad, I wasn't trying to make it, I just needed a little bit of a brain dump to unpack all these lasts. As always, comment your thoughts down below, I'd love to hear them!


XOXO,


Samantha